I keep thinking about how much time I have left on this godforsaken island...will I be able to make it a full year?? Will I go insane?? Do I have the patience to endure what I've set out to put myself through? All I can think of, is how tired I've been lately and how all I want to do is sleep. How can I possibly get through 16 hour work days plus a full schedule of school? I know I've done it before, and it always helps when there is a prize at the end, but I wonder if I have the stamina?
As of right now, I'm working three jobs, and have a month off of school. The third job will be ending on the 26th of this month, thankfully. I haven't gone to the beach sincey brother was here visiting...or done anything outside for that matter, perhaps that's why I feel so devoid of energy.
But how doni remedy something I don't even have the energy to fix?
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